For everyone, summer is the perfect time to burn under the sun, to take short term courses, to travel the world, etc. But for me, I would like to take this time to do something different that will help me to become a better person inside, something that will help me grow and find my purpose in life. I want to rebuild my relationship with God.

With so many tests and trials crossed my life in the past few years, I admit that my relationship with Him weakened at some point. I struggled a lot. I tried many times to bring back my relationship with Him, but also failed many times. I’m not saying that I had a perfect relationship with Him before, but that relationship we had was enough for me to never feel alone. I know I was never alone, no matter how many times I turned my back on Him, He will never do the same thing to me. But when you start to walk away from the light, when you start letting go of His hold in your heart, you can’t help but feel at lost. There was I time I felt so tired, restless, and exhausted. And unlike before, everything just turned out alright right after I surrender all my pains and worries to Him. How easy life can be when you give it all to Him? I know it will be harder this time to bring back what was used to be, but I know with His help and with His love, I can do just anything.